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Pretty baby, un petite ingenue
A teenage starlet, I fell in love with you

..i fell inlove with you

so what if you catch me, where would we land?

i cant do anything but smile-its alittle unsettling

124days

maybe i'm really what they say i am.
maybe i'll only be in the company
of shallow friends

maybe oneday you'll wake up and realize you never knew
but by then, i'll be long gone

i need a backup plan.

i've changed alot but everytime i talk to summer friends-it's as if that part of me was put on pause and i can't stop that side from coming back and im not sure how much i enjoy that

( and every night lets go on-cause we're already gone )

i would really like you to take this seriously,

if you could change something about me-what would it be and why?

( its only letters on a page-but some how, it is art )

it's that way you look at me-it gets me going, it makes me crazy.  it's the way you touch me-i want more and im jello for you...

let's be a sexual incounter                                                   its this baby its this

( and this could catch on.. )

lets be supervixens

i sort of want to love you-or maybe just touch you.

and you're alittle out of reach

ohmygod i really would like to sleep with you,  again

i almost needed my appendix taken out yesterday, i was really freaked out i have never been in that much pain before. plus i was in a hospitol all night and if any one knows me they know i have this anxiety thing when it comes to hospitols ( Read more... )

everything is just beginning to fall into place, i have alot more friends-i actually go down to lunch and sit and talk with people..grades are pretty good-nothing lower then a B..self confidence is still the same but i dont care ACTUALLY  i dont really care about anything, especially people and how they react towards me.  i have no more tolerance ( Read more... )