My dad came home and brought hep c with him. He was looking like a holocaust survivor his bones poking through his skin. He had a terrible infection in his arm from shooting up that he tried to say he didnt know how he got it. He's been hostpitalized a few time for over dosing. He just wont stop destroying himself, and I can't help him. I know that ( Read more... )

So I might be getting a car ( Read more... )

Life is really good. Sometimes stressful but not at all bad. Kyle and I have a two new roommates. The first one "Holly" is Kyle's friend Jeffs gf. She's a really nice girl. I like her a lot and she is a great roommate. We like having her stay here. I am worried that I might stab Jeff. :( I don't mean to get soooo annoyed. Boo. The second roommate ( Read more... )

Life is good plus 2.

Im really cold because my hands are wet from changing the penguin humidifier. (It's so cute) I came on livejournal because I needed to rant. This winter is a cold bitch and Im tired of sloshing through her slurpee soul. Im worried about friends who are sick, and friends who are lonely. Im worried about money.(TO BUY YOU THINGS DADDY'S GONNA BUY YOU ( Read more... )

Sit down and listen to Bob Marley and the Wailers "Do it twice". Sublime did a Zeppelin-like cover of it. I don't know but I feel like it's summer when I put on Marley and The Wailers. Dead of winter. Miss my friends so very much. Laura, Jesi, Heather, Aaron, we talk online and at least we have that. I just need to finance a car. Beh, I need to ( Read more... )

It amazing to realize you've underestimated someone. My birthday which I was sure was going to be a bust was magic and wonderful. 4 of my very best friends were unrelentless in making sure it was such. Even though I had to work, and even though I was dragging ass tired. Even though I only had 4 dollars (which was all the money Kyle had on him after ( Read more... )

My 23rd birthday is this week and it doesn't really mean much I guess. I have a job finally and hopefully I'll have two jobs in a couple of days. I'm tired of not really having any money and I'm tired of not being able to go out and do things. I don't know what is really going to happen but Kyle and I should be getting a place in a coupld of weeks ( Read more... )

I feel absolutely hopeless and tired. I can not find a job. I can not find a place to live. I don't really have many options. I wish that there was something I could do. I feel like a failure. I feel exhausted. I'm tired of sleeping on chouces and being in peoples way. I came pretty close to finding somewhere to live today, but then Kyle didn't ( Read more... )

Oh I feel very strange and on the verge of some kind of stress induced panic attack. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. I have been trying desperately to go home for a couple of days now. I'd like to relax with my family but that simply cannot be. My uncle and my father are living at my grandmothers house. That's leaves not a lot of room for me. ( Read more... )