Im tired. Me and mom are cool now, but Im spending a week down at my dads. To give me and mom a break. Im gonna try to quit smoking in those days. So good luck to me. Dad should be picking me up today, but now I don't know, it could be tomorrow. Well nothing else is new.

I feel like shit right now. I have so much suppressed anger. ARGH. I think it has to deal with my mom. Cause I can NEVER yell at her...I have the ability, and I won't get hit or anything or grounded...I just can't do it. I can get pissed and be steamed and not really say anything hurtful or anything....but sometimes I want to. But I just can' ( Read more... )

an im....between two friends ( Read more... )

I havn't been feeling well for a long time. I think I have mono...AGAIN. God damn it. I havn't been really able to eat much. And a few weeks ago my knees had been hurting like they did when I was in seventh grade, I thought they were growing pains...but I don't really think I can grow much more, Im already kinda tall. I don't wanna get taller ( Read more... )

I just like that line. Nothing much is happening. Today I go back over with my mom to Jens house for more readings. Im starting to read, and I still need help from my mom, but I usually understand most of the cards : D weeeeee! I told my mom that I WILL be homeschooled if not after the first quarter, the second quarter. As if that interesting ( Read more... )

Nothing basically happened at all today. Just cramps. God damn them. Fell asleep round 6 and just woke up. Ate some pizza. And Maggie won't stop pestering me. Last night I watched Fahrenheit 911, it was so sad and it made me so fucking angery. It wasn't an aim at the republicans it was more aimed at George Bush. I cried twice. I suggest ( Read more... )

Friday night was at first shitty. Me and my dad didn't get along to well, he was tired and stressed from work, cause usually he would have a beer or two in him, but I made him promiss not to drink while I was there. So I cried for about thirty seconds in my room, got over it, went for chinese and the grandparents showed up. I was originally ( Read more... )

I feel shitty. I was up untill like 4:40 then woke up at 1. I think I have butterflys in my tummy from having to go see my dad. I don't know why but I think Im nervous. I'll be okay though. People fucking piss me off, they have to do crule things or lie or just be rotten, and it makes me sick ( Read more... )

Today Im over at Jens with my mom. Moms doing some readings and I need to be there for the experience, I've never really gotten to see her in a setting like this so this is a good thing. Uhm...nothing really else is happening.

*trys to think of what to type next*.....*struggles*....*sigh* I got nothing. I'll update later maybe on todays

*sigh* Im tired, but its been good. Not as mad as last time : D But on Sat night mom had Bunny, Dirty, and John come and spend the night, the next day John left but Bunny and Dirty are still here, they're leaving today, I like their company though. Very nice people. This weekend Im going to my Dads for the first time in like 5 months. Going ( Read more... )