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there are lots of things i wish i could do...
1: i wish i could quit smoking
2: i wish i could move on
3: i wish i could invent stuff
4: i wish i was good at something
5: i wish i was a king
6: i wish i could go back in time
7: i wish i wasnt so pathetic
8: i wish i could look away from the future and see whats right in front of me
9: i wish i was important to someone
10: i wish i could write music
11: i wish i could play the piano
12: i wish i could fly
13: i wish i could sing
14: i wish i could see more of my friends
15: i wish me and alex where better friends again
16: i wish i could believe in god
17: i wish i could have a litte faith in anything
18: i wish i could quit drinking
19: i wish i wasnt afraid
20: i wish i could see her
21: i wish i could move away RIGHT NOW!
22: i wish i lived in the 60's
23: i wish i could meet my uncles Matt and Eddie
24: I wish i was 13 again
25: i wish i could help people
26: i wish i could be completely honest with myself
27: i wish kim would feel the same for me as i do for her
28: i wish i could meet Mya and Jasmane
30: i wish i could stop wishing and do something about all this!
fuckin A
the recent events in my life have led me down a twisting and ever growing torent of wonder and woe that i wish i could just jump out of and land directly on my feet with a well thaught out plan of attack for the rest of my time...but only cats always land on their feet...and i hate cats
few people are here that can help me...my mom trys but what does she know...
billy trys, but hes too immature
alex trys, but he expects god and obvious choices to guide me
keeping this in mind has led me to belive that no one can help me but myself, sometimes one has to quit looking for someone elses help and grab life by the neck and comand it like the little bitch it is...
but no one knows that life has a hell of a right hook and can knock you on your ass faster than you think.
-my friends-
im sorry, im truley sorry!
to anyone who cares, my happiness is deminishing...i wish i could stop feeling sorry for myself!
1: i wish i could quit smoking
2: i wish i could move on
3: i wish i could invent stuff
4: i wish i was good at something
5: i wish i was a king
6: i wish i could go back in time
7: i wish i wasnt so pathetic
8: i wish i could look away from the future and see whats right in front of me
9: i wish i was important to someone
10: i wish i could write music
11: i wish i could play the piano
12: i wish i could fly
13: i wish i could sing
14: i wish i could see more of my friends
15: i wish me and alex where better friends again
16: i wish i could believe in god
17: i wish i could have a litte faith in anything
18: i wish i could quit drinking
19: i wish i wasnt afraid
20: i wish i could see her
21: i wish i could move away RIGHT NOW!
22: i wish i lived in the 60's
23: i wish i could meet my uncles Matt and Eddie
24: I wish i was 13 again
25: i wish i could help people
26: i wish i could be completely honest with myself
27: i wish kim would feel the same for me as i do for her
28: i wish i could meet Mya and Jasmane
30: i wish i could stop wishing and do something about all this!
fuckin A
the recent events in my life have led me down a twisting and ever growing torent of wonder and woe that i wish i could just jump out of and land directly on my feet with a well thaught out plan of attack for the rest of my time...but only cats always land on their feet...and i hate cats
few people are here that can help me...my mom trys but what does she know...
billy trys, but hes too immature
alex trys, but he expects god and obvious choices to guide me
keeping this in mind has led me to belive that no one can help me but myself, sometimes one has to quit looking for someone elses help and grab life by the neck and comand it like the little bitch it is...
but no one knows that life has a hell of a right hook and can knock you on your ass faster than you think.
-my friends-
im sorry, im truley sorry!
to anyone who cares, my happiness is deminishing...i wish i could stop feeling sorry for myself!