I was the most happy when Josh and I started falling in love. There is nothing more exhilirating than that, and nothing more wonderful. How is it different? I can't be with him. I only see him every other week and it's horrid. Our relationship is still wonderful and anything I could ever want, but being away from him breaks my heart.
The most happy I've ever been aside from the present... falling in love. Being in love with Zach Richards. Love is the most exhilarating, frustrating, fun, daring, passionate, sweetest thing in the world. I loved every second of it (aside from the break ups) That time is different from today because today, the love of my life is a completely different person. His personality plays perfectly off of mine, we compliment eachother in any given situation. I miss him when he's gone, even when he's just been here for hours. There is something specific that I can not explain that is so different this time. Not to say that last time wasn't real, because it was. It was very much real deep true love. But this time, it's deep passionate love. The kind that lasts forever maybe?
Cause then I didn't have a care in the world and I could do anything I wanted. Then i didn't know that I couldn't be whatever I wanted and if I did find out I would forget about it and be playing mario within the hour...
i was the hapiest my junior year. It was me and my girls (they were seniors) but the best times were with court, jennah, and heather. they were my bff. weekend consisted of going down to buckhead and midtown, out to eat at nice restraunts and driving around the city with the top down. It was the best time i have ever had. you could be having the shittiest of weeks and those girls would make it all better.
But now, court is at berry and jennah is at auburn. heather was at west georgia, but we lost her the past october thanks to a drunk driver. when we get together now there is always like this sadness at some points. things will never be the same.
But i am coming up to berry in like a week so we should meet up. it would be fun seeing you again. you are such a sweet heart!
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falling in love. Being in love with Zach Richards. Love is the most exhilarating, frustrating, fun, daring, passionate, sweetest thing in the world. I loved every second of it (aside from the break ups)
That time is different from today because today, the love of my life is a completely different person. His personality plays perfectly off of mine, we compliment eachother in any given situation. I miss him when he's gone, even when he's just been here for hours. There is something specific that I can not explain that is so different this time.
Not to say that last time wasn't real, because it was. It was very much real deep true love. But this time, it's deep passionate love. The kind that lasts forever maybe?
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Cause then I didn't have a care in the world and I could do anything I wanted. Then i didn't know that I couldn't be whatever I wanted and if I did find out I would forget about it and be playing mario within the hour...
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But now, court is at berry and jennah is at auburn. heather was at west georgia, but we lost her the past october thanks to a drunk driver. when we get together now there is always like this sadness at some points. things will never be the same.
But i am coming up to berry in like a week so we should meet up. it would be fun seeing you again. you are such a sweet heart!
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love from your boy
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