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Night= shitty. Fight with Tim. He doesn't want to put a label on us, so I go and do stuff with someone else, and he gets pissed at me. I predict no more boys in my future they're too complicated ( Read more... )

tonights agenda, chinese food with carissa... possibly going over to dougs.

Tommorow work

Thursday- hanging out with mike. not ex boyfriend mike, melissas brother mike. I'm excited i haven't seen him in months and I miss him.

<3 Amanda

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Someone from your past has returned to steal your heart ( Read more... )

I'm depressed. I can't pin point the moment when this realization hit me, but lately I can't be happy. I've been trying to write a long entry about exactly how I'm feeling, but some of you that read this judge me. I can't handle being judged right now. Schools not good, I don't go to classes like I should, two reasons for that one I skip class to ( Read more... )

Hung out with elijah last night. It was the first time in like 2 months. Hmm I missed him, he made me a card that said sorry your dad is a shit head and on it he drew a picture of a man with shit on his head. He also bought me an italian soda. It was nice to get out and laugh ( Read more... )

Is it always this hard to hear that your dad cheated on your mom? They've been divorced for years now like 12 years, but finding out today about that makes me question everything. I'm still going to be nice to my dad, I mean I decided to let go of the past and to me that means completely letting go of everything. Even new things that come up ( Read more... )

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"Got any lithium in you.... want some ( Read more... )