ever wish there was more time in a day ( Read more... )

I just got back from an amazing concert. i am not even going to try to compare it to my other favorite concerts, though ( Read more... )

still not sure what to post, but it has been so long since i have written anything ( Read more... )

i am going to lie in the grass ( Read more... )

who i have unintentionally upset, ignored, forgotten about in some way, bored, or who can tell that i am not myself.

(that last one is a bit of a trick, since i am not sure who i am lately, or who i have been, or what parts of my life were transitions, which are past, and which may turn out to be me eventually)

i'm afraid i am in a rut. don't ask me ( Read more... )

anyone else really tired lately? it seems like getting more sleep is not doing any good either.

i realized that other than being tired, not much has changed in my life for a while now. i am trying to get back into the social justice groups i was so into last year, though.

i read a really good poem today. apparently it was written by a terminally ill ( Read more... )

i don't know. i am tempted to start with "I don't know anymore," but really, i never have known ( Read more... )

i want to learn to swim so badly; but, i am atop a tall cliff and the water is far too low to permit such a dive. i can only wait for the water to rise, if it ever does, and even then only hope that my makeshift dive lands me safely in the water ( Read more... )

i'm doing it again. forcing myself to stay awake when my body is obviously too tired to function properly.

this condition makes me wonder how many people who take sleep medication actually cannot get to sleep, and how many just need a way to force themselves not to force themselves to stay awake. medication is too easy to abuse. thank god i have ( Read more... )

the human psyche continues to amaze me ( Read more... )