hey everyone....i think im falling in love again......damn...this time i hope i dont get hurt...which i doubt i will....

More Drama as usual thought it wouldn't persist but im begining to beleive it just likes to follow me ....whatever....it's all lame....oh well....i have better things to dwell on at the moment....weither im going to pass finals or not....it's all so confusing .....Deftones is so comforting....Chino's voice entrances me and just puts me in a day ( Read more... )

im relaxed now...thnk god..everything around here has kinda calmed down....i finnaly calmed down a bit and i've decided not to take shit or anything less from anyone....so yea im feeling pretty good rite now...hopefully nothing will kill my mood :)

some one drive the knife deeper ( Read more... )

im going straight i swear dick isn't worth it anymore...i'd rather have pussy and still be sane that be crazy...haha ....i think im going to put i glock in my mouth and blow my fucking brains everywhere or then again i could jus seclude myself and talk to no one

Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely ( Read more... )

i had a good cry today....i dunno i haven't slept at all since 9 yesterday....i honestly have no clue what my fucking malfunction is....welll for starters i've already been stressed/upset enough and my dumbass brother just had to mess with me some more....i couldn't take it, i took my guitar and threw it at him and told him to get the fuck out of ( Read more... )

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im really stuck at this point of my life....i really have no clue where to go....im trying to find myself in the darkness.... not sure which way is out...so many paths to take just so much insecurity and confusion...im really moonstruck by someone yet im yurning them...hehehe my average life.

Hey everyone well....this past weekend was crazy...chris went to the hospital because he did some stuff and did too much at once but he's fine now.....he went to Detox today....3-4 days in Detox and im going to miss him soooo much but oh well i'll prolly get to see him soon :)