The last few days have been iffy.I just don't know.i guess things have there up and downs.I just wish this mood will pass so i can soon live a happy life.People no longer know how to use the word excuse.WTF did people forget what the word means.Just in case you did you say it to people when you decide to cut them off in the halls or you walk into. ( Read more... )

I was grounded for the weekend.Now i'm grounded for a month.i hate my life. i hate my school.i hate my job.i hate my mom and i hate my self. i want to move out so bad.I get treated like crap every single day of my life.i'm constantly treated like a prison mate in my own house.i can't do anything ever cause everything i do is wrong.i'm not ( Read more... )

Yesterday was just a crappy day.I felt like absoulte crap.This cold is kicking my ass.1st period was alright 2nd period i was just blahh i could barely sing.3rd we had a sub.4th i layed on the floor cause i was soo sick.5th was good.lunch was good.calleen and i are writing a new song soon.6th & 7th were gay.we took notes.clark is very rude and i'm ( Read more... )

School has started and i already fuckin hate it.I feel like i'm having a repeat of jr. yr. once again but in a way some of my classes were a lot better then this yr.let see the first day of school i was fuckin late what a way to start of my senior yr. to be late on the first day of school.All because my sister has no respect and couldn't even wake ( Read more... )

I miss my peeshna ( Read more... )

Today was a little better.i got up rather early.got ready.did some chores danny got me.he let me drive to beeshnas.we were early so i drove us around.got to moms we went upstairs while meg finished playing.danny made me laugh a lot.then we went downstairs.mom and i talked a little bit but she was running late like always.so usuallly she walks us to ( Read more... )

This week has only been hell for me.School starts in a week and all i have been is balancing is work and practice and that's already wearing me out ot the maximum.I've been at practice from 3-5 and then coming home for 5 mins taking a 2 min shower and going to work from 5:30-10 and then coming home and eating supper.I haven't had a good night sleep ( Read more... )

Things are once again starting to unravel slowly and slowly.I really can't do this whole crying thing every night again and as of right now i see myself going down that path.The path i chose never to go down again i think i'm about to go down and this time it will go deeper then ever before.I couldn't see mia hamm cause i had to work but it turned ( Read more... )

Here's how it goes ( Read more... )

I'm 17 yrs. old and honestly i'm still learning how to deal with lots of things in life.Yes i'm almost an adult but there is still lots for me to learn.Yea i'm not going to lie and say that i haven't learned a lot already about my self and the people i hang out with because that's not true at all.I've learned a lot jr. yr. but that's the thing with ( Read more... )