It's been WAY too long since I wrote an entry. I can't explain it with anything but a complete lack of inspiration. There was a time in my life, when a certain mood would strike me, often at the strangest of times, but that i knew if I sat down at my computer, all my thoughts would pour effortlesslly onto the keys. That time has, I'm afraid, long ( Read more... )

I had Thanksgiving lunch with some friends of my family because my parents are out of town (little brother's soccer tournament(not bitter about that at all...)). The food was great, the company was great, the football was average, but we wont talk about that, however the significance of my lunch plans pales in comparison to that of the fiasco that ( Read more... )

There's something absolutely fabulous about exclusivity among the dallas gay scene. I'm not sure if its the fact that it allows you to pick and choose your every association, thus weeding out the drama queens, sluts, and otherwise un-noteworthy fags, or simply that it affirms your own personal knowledge that you ARE in some way better than 99.9% of ( Read more... )

Cameron: you need some ease in your life for once. everything is always pushing against you. for as much of a job as you do keeping your balance...i just wish it were easier ( Read more... )

If your reading this, then your aware of the move to livejournal. I figured "everybody else is doing it, why shouldn't I?" Actually, there is a greater motive in making the move. I felt like the collection of entries on diaryland had begun to stagnate. I was horrible about keeping up to date, and the format was needless to say, less than appealing ( Read more... )

Today is the day that I made my last diary entry, 8 months ago. I think its safe to say this has been a long time coming. So much has happened in that time, I don’t know what I should cover first ( Read more... )

Hey Everyone! Sorry Ive been neglecting my diary lately. Im at work right now (been doing alot of that lately) and had a couple of spare minutes so i thought id post a little update for all my loyal readers (lol, yeah right!) Im having an internal emotional conflict. The cut-throat part of me has won over the best friend side, and ive decided take ( Read more... )

Hey Everyone! Sorry Ive been neglecting my diary lately. Im at work right now (been doing alot of that lately) and had a couple of spare minutes so i thought id post a little update for all my loyal readers (lol, yeah right!) Im having an internal emotional conflict. The cut-throat part of me has won over the best friend side, and ive decided take ( Read more... )

There are alot of things that cause me problems in my life, but if i had to genralize one single term that qualifies as the singular baine of my existence, its stress. Stress is the thing that all those other problems produce, its the thing that sticks with you, and bothers you constantly until you relieve it somehow, its also the thing that can ( Read more... )

I HATE PEOPLE! ESPECIALLY THE ONES THAT CAUSE MY PROBLEMS! I JUST HOPE I SLEEP TONIGHT! THANKS BRETT!