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i fucking hate drugs and alchol... they make them illigal for young ppl for a fucking reason... they have changed so many people! messed up relationshops, not to me, but to my good friends, and it makes me so fucking sad...god damn it, it pisses me off so fucking bad!
and alex..wow alex...ive heard so much shit about him...it makes me think so much less of him. he used to be so cool, and danielle tells me too, before i knew him he was awesome as hell...FUCK DRUGS! FUCK BEER! FUCK ALCHOL! fucking A!
i miss the old days, drugs or nothing wernt important, just the love of your life was.
im writing this for jessica and riley...they both lost there loves cause of that stupid shit, its fucking NOT COOL, i love jessica and riley, and seeing them cry cause this stupid shit makes me cry and wanna die!
jimmy and robert say its all ganna change? i dunno... i really wish i could believe them...
i love you all so much, seeing you change...i fucking hate it...
i miss my bff i wish i could say he was my bff...i dont want a stoner, alcholic as a bff...
i hope YOUR boyfriend is trusting...and i hope i get one that is...
i cant wait til highschool...
ok im dont with THIS im done with EERYTHING!
for the record...i still like him