umm the last time i updated was wednesday so i guess ill update since then right now cuz im up n theres no 1 to talk to lol... umm on thursday i came home and found out that my dad was coming back from Texas and he was ganna be home in 5 mins... so after he got home and i said hi and everything me n shaina went to the fire house and played pool and ( Read more... )

well lets see ... right now im at work so this entry isnt going to be as long as it would if i was at home... umm today was sucky n i knew it was going to be since last night... i only got to talk to Ben for a lil while and then he had to go but then after that i knew it was going to be a bad day... i woke up this morning extremely tired even tho i ( Read more... )

"... i dont like to be alone at nite n i dont like to hear im wrong when im rite n i dont like to hav the rain on my shoes but i do luv u but i do luv u i luv everythin bout the way ur lovin me the way u lay ur head on my sholder when u sleep n i love to kiss u in the rain i love everythin u do oh i doo n i dont like to turn the radio on just to ( Read more... )

ughh today was a sucky day... i was in a bad mood all day idk y but i just havnt been in a good mood today n vicky n marissa came over n we hung out... tryed on eachothers clothes... video taped some stuff... and while i was fighting vicky marissa was talkin to ppl online n then when i was like passing out on my bed they both were talking to ppl n ( Read more... )

umm today was interesting... i was extremely pissed off... i hav my reasons n then when i was screamin i had a smile on my face cuz i couldnt stop thinkin about Ben no matter what n he brought a smile right to my face... lol well i hav to get off but ill write more tomorrow... bye bye...

*~*LiLtEdDy*~*

luv u so much ben!

today was great... well at least 50 mins of it was... time spent with ben :)... u had to hav been there... not ganna write about it here... umm after that i came home n then shaina n mom came home... me n shaina went to CVS to find out shainas hrs and to pick up her pay check n then we went to the fire house n hung out there for a LONG time... then ( Read more... )

hey im puttin this quiz in here... i have had it in here b4 but i wanna see more recent answers as to what ppl put for it... so just fill it out in my comments!

1. who are u/whats our relationship:
2. how/where did we meet:
3. whats my middle name:
4. how long have u known me:
5. tell me 1 good thing about myself:
6. when u first saw me what did u think ( Read more... )

well my last entry is just a lil bit messed up lol... ughh today sucks so far... i woke up n then had to clean n cook... n then my moms in a bad mood like she usually is when company is coming over... ughh she talked to my aunt Robbin n now she is trying to force me into going to ANOTHER sader tomorrow nite but i really dont wanna go n i mean she ( Read more... )

well today was fun... vicky, ben, chris (special brownie), caitlin, pete, jimmy, marissa, and krystyna all came over and we all just chylled... it was fun...

ben.. im sry im ganna make it up to u whether u want me to or not im ganna...

umm yea any way so after ppl left my house i went to work n pete had to come with me cuz my mom was driving him ( Read more... )