so what to do now

[oxmandahxo]

I never wanted this to turn out the way i did. I thought that by telling them how i missed them it would have led to a stronger friendship. I really never intended it to turn out the way it did. I missed you guys and if i didnt i wouldnt have mentioned anything. I think if you are all willing to do it we should start over instead of letting this

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[brwneyes3]

amanda i am not trying to be a bitch but i gotta say what i need to say... you said that we never invited you anywhere so you started hanging out with michelle, that is not true b/c we always invited you whenever we did ANYTHING (except recently)... you started going to michelle's all the time on your own. you always told me "amy i'm gunna come over your house someday this week" and i was like "okay just lemme know what day" and you would never tell me. you just always went to michelles... not my problem. and dont bring megan into this b/c she does hang out w/ our friends... megan always hung out with us when she could and her and rob have hung out with us SOOOO much lately. and you KNOW that megan is a totally different story than your people. we know some of the people you hang out with like keeger and ryan but no you only have him come get you and michelle. and i feel like we are the farthest apart anyways amanda... you obviously dont trust me as much as everyone else b/c i know what was going on from other people you never even

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[oxmandahxo]

well i appreciate that at least you told me, Amy. Yes i know. I did tell you i was gunna go to your house and i dont know why i didnt. I got so caught up in everything else. I was basically trying to find out who i am and i neglected the one thing that meant the most to me. My friendship with all you. I am sry for what has happened. I understand where u guys are coming from but i hope u also understand where i am coming from. I AM sad cuz me n u were good friends before and then everything was turned around and im sry. I would love to be close with u again, Amy. We had so much fun together. Thats why i hope we can put all this behind it and start over. Ur friendships mean more to me and i cant drop them like this.