So biggest news, I have like 1859738694 hours now for tutoring (okay, more like 16) which is AMAZING because I'll get lots more money then last semester! Very very very good. Praise the Lord for that ( Read more... )

 Ah back from vacation ( Read more... )

I could trust him like I used to ( Read more... )

One of my good friends from high school eloped?! Random.

is it bad i'm a little jealous? i want to be married so bad, bummer that money matters so much.... 

 Things are better now then they were the last time I posted.

brayton came back for me, on his birthday. He bought me pretty yellow flowers, and stood outside my window with a john legend song playing from his car.

So for the most part, things are back to normal...it's just I have that voice in the back of my head telling me to proceed with caution ( Read more... )

but I think things might be looking up?

please, please, please...
I can't take this anymore. 

 how can this ever be fixed?

how can I ever be whole ever again?

how can I love life when the love of my life is gone?

 Things are much better ( Read more... )

 All my tutoring kids have been canceling lately.

Shannon gets mono; Ariana, Natalie, and Callie all aren't tutoring due to testing; and Eduardo hasn't had any math homework in a week. this sucks.

I need a new job.

 But alas, here I am. the last I updated was around christmas time haha.

So, what has happened in my life?

Well this school semester is pretty fun. I've made lots of new friends (well they aren't new persay...most of them were in my classes last semester but this time we're actually all friends), which makes school more enjoyable. HOWEVER, this ( Read more... )