I have neglected my poor LJ, huh? Eh... its not like anyone reads my rants anyways ( Read more... )

It seems that when one thing go completely wrong, everything else follows in its footsteps. I'm not gunna fucking rant this huge big ass essay anymore. I'll just make a list of the shitty things in my life ( Read more... )

Dude, i havent updated in like... FOREVER! Wellz nothing has really happened lately. I fought with Ranen and called him a joo, so he was mad at me for a while. I started talking to him again but i dunno whats up... if we are cool again or if he still hates me for the whole "joo" thing... ehhh... whatever ( Read more... )

I don't really get HIM very much. It seems like he is only here for one reason, and i truely hope thats i'm thinking of him wrong. I've tried so hard to talk to him but it seems like i can't say what i want to and it really needs to stop. I need to just tell him what im thinking instead of tellign him something i know wont hurt him or w/e. God i ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was awsome. I love hanging out with Chrissy. We always figure out something stupid to do. We went bowling with Bo and Ranen... I found out that Ranen likes to drive without touching the steering wheel which scared the shit out of me multiple time ( Read more... )

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I hate it when I care about someone more then I should, and that they know how you feel about them, but yet they still play games with you. He knows i miss him and that I want to see him, and he keeps telling me all this crap about how we are gunna hang out soon and blah blah blah. But what a coincidence that everytime that day comes around for us ( Read more... )

Well, I guess things are completely over this time, which sucks =(. I miss Mike so much that it's leaving a hallow empty feeling inside of me, like i'm missing this huge part of who I am. I guess the reason why I got so mad at him for the past few days was because I was holding him to a certain standard. I wanted him to say what I thought he should ( Read more... )

This is the worst night of my life... Never in my life did I think i could endure this much pain in such a short amount of time. He knew i was getting upset, but he still kepted saying it and going alone with the "joke". Being raped isn't sumthing to joke about, and i hope he learned his lesson. So many people i know have been raped and then ( Read more... )

Can you tell i was bored today? lol I had this great idea in my head for a while to do a theme about my friends at school but i was too lazy to do it until now... the words on the pictures are from my favorite song of the moment "In This Diary" by The Ataris... that song just reminds me of everyone i miss at school. When making it i almost cried ( Read more... )