well after having one of those lame "family meetings" I went to my room to write and my dad came in to talk to me and we talked for about an hour and a half. We talked about alot of things I wasn't thinking I'd talk about with him or anyone at all. Im bad at keeping my feelings inside and not leting people know how i feel but i told him a lot of ( Read more... )

I really like talking to adam. I miss talking to him like we used to, in the beginning of summer when we'd talk for like 4 hours on the phone til late at night while we'd both be making waffles. He's such a great kid, he's one of the best friends i've ever had. I mean, he's one of the people i would consider my true friend. Like when all comes ( Read more... )

Well Neftali didn't end up coming over today, i dont know why, he just didn't seem as if he wanted to. Well, he probably didn't want to, but I dont know why he didn't want to, probably cause there's nothing to do at my house and my mother makes it so obvious that we're being watched, its very uncomfortable. I dont blame him, i doubt i'd come here ( Read more... )

Well I thought i was gonna go to school today but I didn't end up doing such a thing. Due to me not wanting to go to second period and having to. So whatta you know, i ended up sick! ha. Neftali is still sick. But I talked to him earlier and he sounded better so woohoo. I miss him like crazy its insane ( Read more... )

Well when i felt so sick and everything, apperently it was because i had reason to. Its Thursday night and im finally feeling almost to full recovery. I look pale, my eyes look crazy cuz i have no make up on what-so-ever. I haven't seen Neftali since Monday!! He's been sick too though and hasn't been to school because of some sinus thing. I ( Read more... )

i hate when i get in moods like that. it sucks ass. but im feeling better now.
however i think im getting sick.
I've only coughed like 3 times in the past couple hours but when i do, it burns my chest all crazy.

xoxoxo

i haven't felt like this in awhile. Im not really too sure why i do. I just do. Im afraid. After how everything with Kyle had a great effect on me, i thought that i wouldn't get attacthed to people anymore because i didn't like the thought of loosing people. But im so attatched to Neftali and everything is so perfect what if something happens ( Read more... )

Today was a wonderful day. I thought I was going to the T.O. mall with Neftali, Cha-chi and his mother but we ended up going to some birthday party thing in Fullerton at some restaurant and his dad went too. After being there for like 4 hours, we went to this place called THE BLOCK. it was very scene. it was scene extreme. haha. but the ( Read more... )

just for the record, so everyone knows. I never say sorry if i dont mean it. Whats the point? I mean, you're just lieing to the person

Me and Betsy are the same Bettie


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