when was the last time you had hick ups

yah winter '03 ... truthfully, my body reminds me it's cold outside by hic-ups after a cool winter nicotine fix . so officially it is winter in gainesville . my first .

crazy weekend . too many details . breathe in . hold . exhale . congratulations you have a piece of metal in your facial cartilage . met a new cute boy who was the first to donate to my nose piercing fund, chill dude . however a new body can't replace memories . to sin or spend the nite all alone ( Read more... )

whoa best costume party ever!!! followed by an awesome nite at ali jae's. haha oh goodness social politics ( Read more... )

where shall he go ( Read more... )

i'm here for you to use broken and bruised do you understand?

loyalty is what i have been disguising regretably as unconditional love. such a lie. such a lush. it's only you beautiful; i don't want anyone if i can choose it's only you. no matter what ridiculous shit happens there are constants that resurface inevitably in life. coincidence. ( Read more... )

IBOPING: (vb with a gerund attached) dancing down the sidewalk to an ipod ( Read more... )

i lost my wednesday. bless pharmecuticals. it was the first time i had slept since i can't remember. damn this insomnia. damn this life. no cure. no remedy. stress is 9/10ths prevention... i had a lover who threw me away; could have prevented that

eating snowflakes with plastic forks. and a paper plate of course you think of everything<3 ( Read more... )

almost all the time, you tell yourself you're loving someone when you're just using them. this only looks like love

watched a lot of movies today. finally came back to my home today. read interesting messages left on aim...le sigh. it's easier to be passive than assertive, takes less effort and lose less self esteem/respect/dignity. wait that shouldn't be true oh but i think it is. like that saying in the book catch 22 you're not angry until you realize that you ( Read more... )

promise. promise of a better day. promise of a new tomorrow.

false.

calm full moon tonite
shattered by reckless regrets
hesitation alone.

realize that someone is missing. invaluable. irreplacable. misconstrued situation. stupid worthless emotions, my tragic flaw