In an alternate universe, I'm blissfully happy

[ozlady]

Haven't posted here in a thousand years but I don't have any other place private enough to say this.

Today would have been Ari's and my eighth anniversary. My heart hurts so much, I don't know what to do with myself.

But since there's nothing I can do, I'm going to sleep. And tomorrow I will get up and keep pretending I'm still alive like I have for

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[darklabrynth]

Don't you DARE mourn for someone who can't be bothered to do the same for you.

*hug*

[ozlady]

It's not a choice I have

[ozlady]

I think I just have to learn to live with it, but thank you

[divalicious]

Not sure blissfully happy would have been possible in ANY alternate universe with her. People who live up through a lot of chaos, tend to continue the pattern. I laud you for your hope and that you gave her a big hand up in life.

*hugs* Love you. So sorry you are hurting. And I'll say what I yell at a lot of my friends... Stop remembering dates that give you pain, and remember instead the dates that give you joy.

[bdbdb]

::hugs::