I thought about telling everybody one person at a time, but I don't think I have strength left for it. For those of you who don't already know, Kris left me Monday...I'm still too confused to understand why. The only things really popping into my head right now are ideas of what I should do with my life right now, picking up the pieces is going to ( Read more... )

I'm writing again and that's a relief. Writing here makes me feel better about this mean, money-grubbing world we live in(at least this is still free). I'm finding more and more that I really miss my friends right now, but everyone's so busy, or gone...Damn, I miss Eppy ALOT. I sat and watched old home movies for an hour or so last night. I don't ( Read more... )

OK, here it is. Getting ready to move into my new place. This is insanely nerve-racking. I'm so fucking tired of moving around. Oh well, when I get it over with it will be just that, over with. I don't plan on moving again any time soon. Sure, might as well superglue my ass to this chair ( Read more... )

Here I am...Sore as HELL. I'm paralyzed from the hair down...MAKE THE BAD MAN STOP! I'm paying for the nostalgia of kickball, but I'll be paying for it again pretty soon. Can't stop now. I'm almost done with Pet Sematary. It's built itself up to a level of furious suspense. Can't wait to get to the end.

Till Next We Meet,
Ben

I feel pretty good today...Despite being at work all day long, I managed to get about a hundred pages into Pet Sematary, close up shop faster than I ever have, and watch an insanely funny episode of ATHF(those who don't know, shame on you!). Still haven't managed to go see Kill Bill v.2, but I will...hopefully. I'm really excited about ordering ( Read more... )

Today was as specified. I felt trapped all day, kinda claustrophobic, wierd....

The only emperor is the emperor of ice cream

I just got word through the vine that ryan passed wed.
He was like a ghost to me already but I'll miss him all the same. I'm just glad he doesn't have to suffer anymore

write me!!!!!!!!!!