Life for me, including rants and threats. Enjoy!
So, I finished playing Devil May Cry at about 4am. Great game and one that you can play again and again, because it doesn't really get boring. There are different levels of difficulty to try out, different weapons that you might not use but can try the next time round. It's cool. I loov forward to playing the next one. Not sure when I should get Devil May Cry 2 (*hint hint*) but I will, then I will get number 3 too, because the next two are even better. Of course those hints are to people who don't read my journal often, if at all, but never mind. It's a clue because I am a pain to buy for.
Speaking of Christmas gifts, I have done the majority of my shopping. Only my Dad, my brother and Clare left to buy presents for. I got Megan her two, I have Laura's (both of which are wrapped), I already gave Martin his, and he loved it, so did his Dad o_O oh well. Not sure what to get Clare. She is getting me something small and I think I will do the same, but what? Oh well. I have my Mom's waiting to be wrapped. I also got Pam something. It's really cheap and I feel ashamed because of it's so small and cheap, but I can't send her something big and expensive like I want to, because her Mom will get suspisous and of course she doesn't know about me, yet, so it would be bad for Pam. I think it would be hard to explain that the gift is from her future son-in-law.
Yes, that's right. You heard me. Son-in-law as in husband of her daughter. Well future husband anyway. Need to get her an engagement ring, but I don't her ring size, well, the corresponding ring size. Also don't think I will find one that is worthy of her, honestly. She is just so special, I have met only a hand full of people who are as unique as Pam. I know everyone is unique but many, many conform to a majority, but she doesn't she is herself, you can't stereotype her to several groups let alone a single one. Maybe I am exagurating, but so what? Can't I hold the person I love more than life it's self above what others see? Is that wrong of me? If it is then I will gadly be guilty of it, but never, never regret it.
Okay, enough of me bragging. No one seems to read or comment anymore. Why is that? I gave an opportunity for everyone to say something good or bad about me or to me, but no one took it? Wtf is up with that? I know everyone is busy, but still, it doesn't take that long to type an compliment and even less time to type an insult. I know everyone has something bad to say about me, even Pam, so why did no one do it? I said that it was concequence free. You would have been right anyway. That is just depressing. Oh well, everyone can do whatever they want. Free will. It's a bitch sometimes.
So what is new in my life. I am earning decent money, and paying my duty to society as well, believe it or not. My love life lives on the other side of the world and I assure that she is my only love life, anyway who says otherwise has got to answer to me. I don't want to threaten people who I would like to consider my friends, or at least people I don't hate, but I will if I have to. I won't tolerate rumours and lies about me being spread. Alot of you know what I am capable of, some to the point where I scare you, and if you don't then just try me.
I know that sounds very arrogant, but there is one thing I am sure of and that is my strength and my temper, both bad on their own, but together can be lethal. I assure you I am not joking. When I was 12 I nearly strangled my own brother to death, his face was blue. He is 6 years older than me and though he has Down's Syndrome, he is strong and has a temper as bad as me. Gotta love the Holton genes.
Okay, that was my bad ass moment, and very few of them occur. I may now have lost a few of my friends. confrimed suspsions of one or two and maybe even got the respect of some cocky fuckers who I won't mention, but some of you know who I am mean. If you don't, then don't ask. (That includes you, Pam, I don't want you to dredge that up, we don't talk enough as it is and I don't want what little time we do talk to be filled with me getting angry. I'm sorry but it's for the best I think.)
What else was there? Ummm, I looking at driving intsrutors/schools, so if anyone knows of a good one with reasonable prices I would appreciiate it if you could give me some contact details. I can onlfy find a few and I know there are plenty of them out there.
By the way, those of you who still go to Sponne, and read this, if you could let anyone who wants to give me a Christmas card (lord knows why) to have them ready for Tuesday as I will be there to do mine. I know it seems stupid but it's best if I give some wanring, just in case they actually think I am worthy of a card, and I don't want cards because I gave you a card, it feels like pity if you do that. Only write one if you were planning to, I am doing the same. I will give cards to people I want, not because I got one from them. Life seems more...honest that way. Don't care that the truth hurts, that's life so shut up and deal with it.
That seems like a good enough entry to keep people happy, however few of them actually care what I have to say, and I know that it isn't a great deal.