i always prayed for god to help me.
now look at the help god dealt me.

have you ever felt like your ready to die?
i mean, do you ever feel like you're done with what you need to do and your just ready to move on?

damn, i can never seem to do anything right.

sigh.

so tonight im going to tennessee with my good buddies in Legion X. their playing at Ziggys with Southern Mental Illness.

i got some green, im getting some whiskey. and i have 5 days off from work straight.

fucking awesome is all i got to say about it.

Lauren has contacted me on myspace. I havent talked to her in over four years, and just out of nowhere i get a friend request from her on myspace. I remember getting messages from her mom saying that if i didnt stop trying to get in touch with her she would try to get the police on me and that bullshit ( Read more... )

is fucking ridiculous. Its just become another reason for retarded ass frat kids to get wasted.. Most of them are not from Mexico, and they dont even know what Cinco De Mayo really is.

FUCKING SAD

so i got real sick. ive gotten a little better now but yeah. my throat is so swollen i cant even eat.. damnit to hell

yes!!! finally... my jeep is fixed... i got raped out of $500 to get the damn thing fixed.. but fuck. ITS FIXED!!!! after like 6 months of it doing bullshit... iTS FIXED!!! wooooo!

so. ive been working 2 jobs.... i have to wake up and probably drive up to the other job tomorrow.
so i think ima go ahead and pass out.

just got the jeep back, and its still fucked up. that is fucking gayyyyy