Title: It never was: Collection of 50 sentences on NnoiNel
Fandom: Bleach
Characters: Nnoitra Jiruga, Neliel Tu Oderschvank
Pairing: Nnoitra x Neliel
Theme Set: Beta
Rating: T I fail at smut
Author's Notes: Written for
1sentence challenge because I need a break from Math dammit.
#1: Walking
He turns to ask her why she follows him but she merely walks on, never looking back.
#2: Waltz
She hummed that song again- the one from the human world- as she watched his bloody swings: one, two, three, one, two, three, one, two…
#3: Wishes
If wishes were Hollows, he would have fucked her a long time ago.
#4: Wonder
She wonders why she stopped her blade; then she wonders since when she had started to question herself.
#5: Worry
‘I will not be the one who kills you’ she says, like he’s worried about that; he wants nothing more than her blade cutting his throat until all of his shitty life stains her hands.
#6: Whimsy
“Tell me,” she whispers, blade pointed at a barren heart, “what do you hope to gain?”
#7: Waste/Wasteland
After her blood was spilt, after she was buried, and after she ceased to exist, he closed his eyes; shantih, shantih, shantih.
#8: Whiskey and rum
“It’s a vicious cycle you see: whiskey starts it, rum sweetens it, and you end it.”
#9: War
He had won the battle (she was dead dead dead gone) but she had won the war (he is bleeding bleeding bleeding gone).
#10: Weddings
She stares at the black sky and realizes that the only thing she is missing is something blue.
#11: Birthday
It has been a year since they have met and she spares his life once more to remind him why.
#12: Blessing
“Count it as a blessing- not a curse- that I was here to save you.”
#13: Bias
It’s only after he pins her down that he realizes Ms. Pet- with her big eyes, long hair, and soft body just like her- is a far cry from Her Majesty the Third Espada.
#14: Burning
The nights when he pulls on her green locks and forces her open, burning in hell doesn’t seem so bad.
#15: Breathing
She imagines that the eye patch shudders under her lightly brushing fingers as if the hole were alive.
#16: Breaking
Though he always shattered everything she gave him, she found herself strangely fond of the stirring in her bruised heart simply because it meant she was alive.
#17: Belief
He fucking pisses him off, this bright-haired idiot who raves on and on about how harmless Neliel is; he takes particular pleasure in pounding his bones to bits, determined to crush that little confidence the idiot holds so dear.
#18: Balloon
It’s coming for him, getting bigger and bigger like a big red balloon that’s going to burn him to a crisp- and for the first time in years, he falters.
#19: Balcony
They stand side by side on the ledge; she stares down into the shifting sand while he looks up into the incomprehensible sky.
#20: Bane
Their emptiness is the bane of their existence yet it is the only thing that allows them to feel a merciful minute of wholeness in their heated ecstasy.
#21: Quiet
Silence only reminds him that she is not here and he wordlessly curses the bitch for bringing him another sleepless night.
#22: Quirks
Outside he calls her by name, but in the empty hallways he calls her ‘Neliel’.
#23: Question
She wanted to be, he did not want to be; with his sword in hand he never embraced but she did not mind because she was soaked with tragedy anyway.
#24: Quarrel
She is (his lost sanity, reason, and) bothersome; he is (her hidden fangs, madness, and) exasperating.
#25: Quitting
His teeth stained with wine red bubbles haunt her; she knows he will never quit.
#26: Jump
He’s taking a leap by going straight for her lips, and he feels the rushing air all around him like falling into hell.
#27: Jester
Imagined laughter deafens his ears as she soars far above him whilst he pitifully mimes her motions yet again.
#28: Jousting
He was never good with words; she knows it all too well when he brings down Santa Teresa again and again and again to try to piece together a sentence.
#29: Jewel
He planned to take the amber of her eyes for himself, never knowing she coveted the lusty black onyx that was his.
#30: Just
This, says her whirling lance, is justice.
#31: Smirk
He smirks and says ‘that’s what she said’ as she smirks back just as easily and replies ‘no, that’s what he said’.
#32: Sorrow
They were supposed to be cruel, unfeeling things; but because she was now a child, it was okay for her to mourn his bloody corpse.
#33: Stupidity
In the end, the warrior did not shed a tear for the dying heart of the beast but only whispered into the sand ‘you fool’.
#34: Serenade
In her honor, Santa Teresa sang a hymn for the woman who no longer was.
#35: Sarcasm
He feels her mirth as she bows down to their lord and wants to do the same because they both know there is no God.
#36: Sordid
The doctor knows the tale of Beauty and the Beast, the one where the Beast rips Beauty from limb to limb then eats her.
#37: Soliloquy
He tells her all the things he’s ever thought about: all the little ideas, the insults, and crap that he can’t believe he was thinking; when he turns around, he realizes that she was never there.
#38: Sojourn
The reason why she can not hold her stronger form is not the memories that leave but the memories that linger.
#39: Share
She doesn’t understand that he only wants to share the sensation: scent of iron, crimson viscosity, and Death opening its door.
#40: Solitary
He doesn’t believe she is gone until he stands in the desert, waiting for nothing.
#41: Nowhere
On the hot, sticky nights when it is only want and desire, she can feel them fast speeding into nowhere.
#42: Neutral
She looked down at the stain he was making on her floor and wished she cared a little more about how she was going to clean that up.
#43: Nuance
Her eyes, he notices, changes color with her thoughts: they look at him with a shade of murky brown-- confusion.
#44: Near
Without a word, Tesla plucked away a single strand of green from Nnoitra’s clothes.
#45: Natural
It’s a big tease, he thinks, that her hair is the color that Mother Nature has forsaken from them all.
#46: Horizon
He was caught in rapture at her light and believed her to be the sun; but as soon as he had her within his grasp, she revealed herself to be merely a reflection.
#47: Valiant
Sometimes his eyes scream ‘kill me’ and it takes all her courage to say ‘no’.
#48: Virtuous
Looking past the righteous figure and up into waiting brown eyes, he realizes that it is neither charity nor virtue: it’s pity.
#49: Victory
It’s an endless chase for him, hunting illusion after illusion, but sometimes he’s so close to victory that he grabs its green locks with his calloused hand.
#50: Defeat
She is there but not there, in the form of a snotty brat instead of the woman that he hated to love, to watch him fall: he has lost.