When grief comes to you as a purple gorilla ( Read more... )

it took 3 days after i went home ( Read more... )

this has been left alone for some time - mostly due to my having had to relocate my life and other things obviously taking precedence, though now i do wish i had chronicled the last few months ( Read more... )

there is always room to make improvement on a decision once you've lived through its consequences. and here i am, packing my things once again, preparing for a few months out of a suitcase, wondering once again if i've made the right decision to move once again. there are far worse problems to be faced with than wondering if the path you've ( Read more... )

a string has broken.
i can never again play
how i did for you.

PapaKazakov: dude oh my god ( Read more... )

after spending many long weeks in tokyo avoiding my peers and the crowds, i set out one afternoon to get to know the neighborhood i had so carefully refrained from acquainting myself with. for those with lovesickness, there is no room in their life for anything but the exact science of nursing that pain and the avoiding of meals and friends. i ( Read more... )

a new episode of 'it's ok to cry' is up, with lots of awesome music guaranteed to make your lottery tickets more likely to win.

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i am faced with one of the most daunting decisions i have ever come across. while i live by the ideal that whatever path i choose will be right for me, i know that these are majorly diverting paths, and i can only walk one at a time. sure, i could go to new york to test it out and see how it goes. sure, i could stay here and live around people i ( Read more... )

new episode of it's ok to cry available at thegunsel.com

so seriously, go get it.

come on, go get it go get it go get it.

tell people who you love.

tell people who you hate.

then tell me you told them, and i'll send you 5 dollars.