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So I just got finished reading the last Harry Potter book. It was all pretty good until the end. The end was pretty.. unsatisfying.
SUMMER'S ALMOST OVER! UCSD was.. I dont know, I'm apathetic about it, but at the same time I'm glad I went. Maybe I didn't have the best time of my life like a lot of people did, but I learnt new things, and it was pretty fun being parentless for 5 weeks. And boy, I loved shopping.
My dad's home for good now, and even if he does go somewhere, it'll be the Philippines, which I hope I could follow him to if he ever goes during vacation. I'll start saving up for a trip to the Philippines this Christmas so I can see Simone before she leaves for Colombia. Then after that, I have to start saving up for a trip to Connecticut.. which will be much more difficult but I know it'll be worth it.
The other day, I got pretty pissed at myself, because I thought all my songs were pretty shitty and way too simple, so I deleted all my songs from my myspace and.. yeah. I've written 3 songs then, one which I'm not too happy about but whatever, another that's almost done after Matt get's his part done, and another that I cant upload right now because of some stupid server error in myspace. But considering I'm tired, I should probably look over it before I put it up anyway.
My back is getting worse. I'm always tilting to the right side, which is pretty weird.
School's starting too, not sure how I'm supposed to feel about that.
Been thinking about BRENT a lot lately. Was sitting at LinerFlips with Luisa the other day, talking about BRENT, and how everything's changed there and how we've both changed since we moved back but how we'd still give anything to go back there. I mean, I know a few people who's left ASIJ and now are adults, and they all tell me how ASIJ is such a fun school, it's like a reputation. No one ever said that at BRENT, no one was ever like, "It's probably the funnest school ever.", yet everyone that's left BRENT that I've talked to, miss it there. Fuck if I know, but if I ever left ASIJ, I really wouldn't miss much about it, besides the variety of courses. And some people here, but it wont be the same as me missing BRENT as of right now.
I've been thinking about 6th grade and 7th grade.. all my friends I hung out with that I don't talk to that much anymore. I've been talking to them though, after I remember how I used to be close with them. Like Diego and Chris, I barely ever talk to them. Junix is an ass, but it's ok. Stephen seems like he's doing good, and Ben is.. gangstah for some reason. Idk, I guess I love thinking about everyone at BRENT because I felt comfortable there, and it was like family...? I guess? We had problems, but even Stephen's talking to Ben now, and I mean I thought they hated each other. But it's like everyone really wants to know what's going with everyone else, now that it's been like 5 years.
THANK GOD FOR THE FUCKING INTERNET.