yeah, it was out of no where man. i'm so bummed. but thanks. i haven't cried anymore about it since the night he passed; i think i've been trying to occupy myself to avoid mourning. but i did this before with Red, i forget which, and it ended up biting me in the ass. i ended up crying really hard in the middle of a movie theater while watching Hitch, of all movies. *sigh* i know it's going to happen again.
my bro made the observation that the males just die off too quickly, which in my case proves to be true. with the exception of Red, who've we had over 2 years. i don't know, man. i just invest so much emotion into these little fishes with personality because i've never had a dog or cat, and i personally take all deaths pretty hard if i'm bonded with him/her/it. i just feel silly sometimes, cause you guys must be like, "dang, she's always tripping about her fish." ha.
oh, i'm sorry, i forgot to mention to you, i gave the community up to the active moderator over there. i'm just been so busy to keep it up, feeling bad that i haven't been able to help with it, i'd just let her have it. so i removed you and Steph from mod duties, since i asked you guys aboard, not her. i think she's looking to change the place around a bit, so she can pretty much do whatever she wants.
we still have credits for the comm as i requested. i told her as long as they keep the layout, credit must be assigned to you (posted in comm info). anyhow, yeah. sorry i forgot to tell you.
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but thanks. i haven't cried anymore about it since the night he passed; i think i've been trying to occupy myself to avoid mourning. but i did this before with Red, i forget which, and it ended up biting me in the ass. i ended up crying really hard in the middle of a movie theater while watching Hitch, of all movies. *sigh* i know it's going to happen again.
my bro made the observation that the males just die off too quickly, which in my case proves to be true. with the exception of Red, who've we had over 2 years. i don't know, man. i just invest so much emotion into these little fishes with personality because i've never had a dog or cat, and i personally take all deaths pretty hard if i'm bonded with him/her/it. i just feel silly sometimes, cause you guys must be like, "dang, she's always tripping about her fish." ha.
oh, look at that. i rambled.
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Oh btw,
I tried posting the monthly challenge at the oc hush, but I can't post to it. I dunno why. Any suggestions?
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we still have credits for the comm as i requested. i told her as long as they keep the layout, credit must be assigned to you (posted in comm info). anyhow, yeah. sorry i forgot to tell you.
happy 4th!
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