I'm always fucking right.

Motherfucking, whenever I like someone they fucking piss off with someone else. I have one friend right now. One. Everyone else fucking leaves. All the girls I like fucking leave. I've made no friends at school. I don't even want to. I'm too fucking miserable to be around people. It'll never end.

my life.  I learned to not grow excited for things, not to expect things to go well. I waited two years past everyone else to drive. I waited for two years to drive my own car, the stereotypical symbol of teenage freedom. Wonderfully, though, this wait and hope payed off, and didn't fail my lifelong lesson of not to become hopeful. My car is a ( Read more... )

im never going to have either of these girls

I've been rather absurd. A flutter? Seriously?

The first good news of my LIFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There will be no V, only IV

Apply to Ford Modeling Agency

shit's too warm. went to rachels party last night. need to keep working on this album cover. downloaded valkyrie and the new harry potter. I do believe I will have some rum and coke, and substances are the only thing that really keep me around.

so much for me not caring. for now. it'll pass and I'll stop caring. caring caring caring

DAYUM SHEET B KRAZEE. Basically, life is on an upward spiral, not unlike the beginning of a roller coaster, but some of the tracks are missing, causing the car to plummet into the ground below. Honestly, I hate roller coasters. Shits gotten better, in a sense. I've..not lost interest, but I've become relaxed enough to not really care anymore about ( Read more... )