i hope you dont read this you havent been on here in almost a year. why do i do this to myself everytime i think im fine i find some new way to tourcher myself at 4am, i looked at my old post and found your coments about loveing me your countdowns, and everything in between, from the great times to the bad and back again, i do miss you and i will always love you, but all that matters is that your happy, im glad your happy and he makes you smile, im glad that life is good for you, ill i get "over you" yes, in time, but i cant help but miss the good times, the night on the beach, horse drawn caridge rides, falling asleep kissing, luahus in hawaii, holding your hand for the first time and feeling like an awkward tennage boy. after we broke up this last time and i told you everything i missed and loved about you, it was all true all real, i missed all those things from the typical, your smile,the way it feels to hold you, to your little quirks talking to your self while shopping, guessing what your laughing at. the only thing i regret is
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