venting, love it or don't
I scared you didn't I? I'm not mad, well strike that, I am, but it's not directed to one sole person, it's just me being pissed off and venting, is that okay with my loving public?
pssshhhhhtt y e a r i g h t
the lj cut is my cool idea, so don't steal dudes. I think I hate all guys on Earth. They are evil until someone proves to me otherwise, and I don't want people to try and tell me that they are not lying scumbags because I know for a fact that they are, and only if you could hear me right now and see how hard I am punching these keys wishing to death that they were somehow the male species and I can just squish them into non existance. And for those of you who don't know me, Hi my name is Devin Nicole and I write to vent, so don't try and tell me what I already know. I don't need psychiatrists or whatever, i'm fine really.
it's funny how much people lie, like it's everyday life, I lie more than I should, I lie alot. ::laughs:: should I blame myself, or them? maybe I shouldn't blame anybody, but they still lie. They still lie and cheat and think of nothing as they step on you.
b t w this is not about William, he's fine than you.
I don't know if this thing with William will even work out! I mean I am me, he is him, key thing to remember that I am me. I don't know, I just cannot grasp the fact that I am by any means pretty or articulate or whatever you want to label me as, I can't see the mother effing light. It's confusing, yet frustrating at the same time, I want to be one of those girls that knows they are pretty and smart. But then again who wants to be a conceded little witch?
I dunno.
This is kinda long aint it? well haha, you have to read it because you are my friend. Or I think your my friend, and if you're not, oh well, hope you like what you read. HaHa im such a joker.
and above all things, I'm finally getting my cell phone.
h i p h i p h o o r a y
but the ironic thing is that Williams cell phone is getting disconnected tonight, and I'm getting mine tomorrow.
this sucks. goodbye im going to sleep.
<33 devin n.i.c.o.l.e