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Messed. Up. Badly.
Tonight, I'm nothing.
What's up, Nattie? Haven't been around since the last break of fall. You broke your heart again and crumbled down, and now here you are, in the same state you were almost 5 years ago. Lost. Why do you always end up somewhere where you seem to not belong in? It's sad enough to watch you get hurt, and here you are..
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Hello, Hello, let me in.
It's been a while son. Yes, it's been a hell of a while. My eyes are rolling back, trying to search for the surface so they can breath, and my head is spinning round and round as I try to come up with some lyrics to fit the mood. I'm not willing to try and come up with something smart to say, and I'm not good enough to change the world tonight. I'm ( Read more... ) -
Been a while.. (another while)
Hopeless. The days pass, continue to fade, like the rays of light into the darkness that takes over me. I hate what I'm going through, whatever it may be. I hate the change and the struggle, I hate it all. I hate the stares and the cries, the tears, and I hate the spaces, the way we're all drifting further apart, once more. What happened to those ( Read more... ) -
Approach with caution
Though on the outside, it may seem like I have so much.. what the hell is wrong in this picture? In a crowd of people, laughing, smiling, talking.. how could I feel so alone?
I've been trying for years. God only knows how long I've tried. I never gave up, why didn't I ever give up, when I know I should have a long time ago. Where am I going with ( Read more... ) -
Lonely
Played Lonely for Her by Jack's Mannequin for my solo performance today. I could of done way better. It was hell.
Today was hell. I'm sort of giving up. Don't worry, I'll be better next semester.
These memories and thoughts are bothering me, floating around in my head. When will they stop? When could I live?
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Lies&Love
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It was so real to me.
I'm such an awkward
Ditz
Loser
With a bit of fame
A mess
A tragedy
A holiday
A passing feeling
A phase
I'm a memory
A dream
A nightmare
The reason you might scream..
And yet once ago, I believed it was possible for
Someone
To love
Me.
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It's in the ABC of growing up.
I think this is how it goes down for me.
Just another bottle of misery.
With life and happiness comes love and destruction
And I' done with this love, and anything that had to do with it.
And I'm done for good.
Just because it's better off this way.
And after this day, I'll never learn to re-love again.
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Hang High, Soft Rock Star
This is weird, just to let you know. I had a great time, by the way, with the people who were able to make it. That is, Leila, Imane, Marie-Eve, Michele, Nadia, Jessica, Rosette and Jean-Francois. It was nice to have them around, it was great, and we all got along so well. It was nice to have the rest of the family here too, to see my Godmother ( Read more... ) -
A love that never dies
Maybe we could work this out
But not now, not today
Because I don't have time
To keep this on my mind
Thinking forever and wondering
What we could have been
And maybe we could work this out
Maybe we could make some time
But I'm sick of wondering, waiting forever
And I'm so fed up of lying
I don't want to think about it
I know it's out of the question
The ( Read more... )
