what the hell happend to my tom waits cd!?

im turning into a person i dont want to be. im this close (you cant see my fingers but theres not much space inbetween them)to leaveing again. i just want to say fuck it and run away to costa rica ( Read more... )

(with 20 mg, orally) "Fifteen minutes, it starts and develops fast -- very nice -- some leg tremor. Thirty minutes, I am already well over a plus 2. Speed of onset is incredible -- I could not drive -- I feel robbed of voluntary action. Forty minutes, this could not get any deeper. Fifty minutes, incredible orgasm. Fifty five minutes, I struggle to ( Read more... )

so everything in my last post i have never even told anyone, yes its all true but it has a double meaning (oh yes, dont be shocked now) its the kind of thing you keep inside your head, why did i post that? probly because i want attention. im going to manipulate your emotions to what i want them to be to make me feel better for a little while longer ( Read more... )

i dont actualy DO anything. i dont have much of a personality i just have alot of stories. but once i run out of stories thats it for me. then i just sit back and not say anything. just you watch and see, when i get back to seattle ill tell you all these wonderful stories and youll think "wow what a free spirit". i dont feel free, no matter what i ( Read more... )

i spent my summer following around the dead. it was awesome. i went all over the midwest and east coast. i wish i could have done the entire tour but i had to miss the last few east coast shows to come here to nevada and work at the international black rock burner hostel in exchange for a free ticket to burning man. then ill be back to seattle in ( Read more... )

oh yeah and im moveing to costa rica for the winter. theres monkeys there!
MONKEYS FOR CRYIN' OUT LOUD!
imagine

i have been working at MJM for the last month and a half (my job at sugars only lasted 3 weeks, god i hate that place and everyone in it) and i just quite that tele-fundraising job a couple days ago. i also moved out of kastle greyskull (again). i have some cool plans for this summer ( Read more... )

yes you read right, im now employd. its rather funny though. im a waitress at sugars. a strip club on aurora. i work amost every night from 8pm to 2am. imagine that ( Read more... )

hey there kids. so im back in seattleafter 3 months of... madness... im back. i must say i went out with a bang though. i got droped off at the maui airport in a white super stretch limo. i felt like a rock star ( Read more... )