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[p_cruz]

Sometimes I think I am losing him. I do not understand why. Well okay I completely understand why, but I should not. I mean, I think we are happy. I know I am, but I really do not know if he is. There are so many people out there more worthy of him, and I know the day will come when he realizes this and runs away from me. It is a very somber and

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[pam_anderson]

*loves loves loves* You're an amazing woman Pen. I'm sure Tom knows how lucky he is to have you. And hey, if you want to come with me, you're more than welcome. I have my own house up there and everything. I could show you around where I grew up.

[p_cruz]

Have I told you lately that I love you more than anyone on this planet? Thank you for being my friend, Pam. *loves loves loves* When should we take this trip to Canada?

[pam_anderson]

You haven't told me in yet today, but I know in my heart that you do, because I feel the same way about you *loves bunches* Be prepared to go around the 23rd of the month. I'm only staying a couple weeks, you can stay with me the whole time if you want to. I just need to get away from LA *cough* Tommy *cough* and see my parents and stuff. You're more than welcome to come with me. I'm sure they would be glad to meet you. It'll be like a mini vacation :)

By the way, thank you so much for defending me the other day. That means so much to me. *hugs* I'm lucky to have friends like you.

[p_cruz]

I can not believe I forgot to tell you today. If you sign online I well tell you once every two minutes to make up for my stupid mistake. I will pack my bags early so that I am 100% ready on the 23rd, to go to Canada and meet your parents. I hope they are fans, otherwise I may be stabbed with a butcher knife. I would cry. Vacations are always fun, and I am sure they will be even more fun with you. :)

It is no problem, I saw that he was a bastardo about everything he said, and I will always choose my friends over their enemies. He means nothing, you remember that mija. *lovies more than bunches*

[t_cruise]

If I wasn't happy I'd tell you. I will never run away from you, as you say. I'm happy with everything at the moment. Why do you feel like this... is it something I did or said?

[p_cruz]

Sometimes I just feel threatened by all of the pretty women who could take you away from me if I turned my back. It is nothing you said or did, I just feel very scared and insecure right now. My head is jumbled with a lot of things, and I feel like I am not communicating with you properly, and that because of me, this relationship will fail.

[t_cruise]

You shouldn't feel like that. You shouldn't feel threatened by anyone. You are the most beautiful thing in my life right now. And why would you think that someone could take me away from you, or that I would want anyone too. I am perfectly happy, Although I do agree that we need to talk more, because you should never have to feel like this.

[p_cruz]

I know I should not feel like that, but it is hard. There are so many opprotunities to do horrible things in this business, and it happened with you and Nicole -- and it was my fault. What if something better for you comes along?