so go ahead just sit there
like that little bit of sunshine
trapped inside my captive mind
the jagged light that bore your lips
like pale reminders of why i'm here
i never meant to make that sound so
................freudian
and when all is done
we still had none
and none will sleep tonight

date was okay. not my type.
all well.

i still don't have much to say.

cindy and i have started a "we need things because we were raped and raped people need things" ..........fund.

please send check or money order to:
ME
AT SCHOOL
NOW

all donations are tax deductable and we are a not for non profit organization.

*ps...no i wasn't raped.

hah hah.....booker ( Read more... )

oh lordie. i am writing the great american novel. that's the title of my book. i have decided. i'm so tired. i still have ap euro outlines to do.

i spent the night at kates. i watched jeff's neices. i want to live where the libertarians live. when i get emancipated. if i get emancipated.

la dee dah. dah. dah. yes yes. i'm so tired. i stayed up late with my father and we listened to each other's music and read poetry. not out loud. his house is haunted, i swear. adrianne rich. i <3 her. oh lord. so living at my fathers is not so bad. the couch i sleep on gives me a rash, though ( Read more... )

i filed a neglect and abuse report against my mother on wednesday. now i'm living with my father and my mother is trying to prove he can't take care of me. she kicked me out of my home and she's trying to get me put into foster care. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK i am so tired. never call the authorities. they just make it worse.

so here i am at ruby's house. it's warm here. it was really really fucking cold but now it is beautiful. i am half way through my elizabethan project that i can't seem to sit through. i'm doing much more work here than i would be doing at home though ( Read more... )

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