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[pabs]

looks like the grrrls are at it again, will she try and use me? if so Im going to bite her head off >:-} I have the perfect little piece of ammunition to make her cringe... If shes sincere, and wants to give it a shot...well, ill consider it. you never know whats in store with a wild one

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[rawlins]

Jesus, take some responsibility. I don't know if it is just your choice of language or if that is indicative of your actual attitude, but I'm willing to bet the girls aren't quite as aggresively forcing you to focus on them as you let on. If you want to devote your time and energy to something else, do it and stop blaming the girls. If you really thought other things were more interesting and important, you'd be doing those things. Nobody is forcing you to do anything. Christ.

[pabs]

choice of language... I am doing lots of other things. The problem is that one way or another my mind shifts back to a girl... youre right, nobody is forcing me... im just hung up on it, so its my fault. ANd i cant wait untill i no longer care about these things as much, and either find someone that matters to me alot, or simply stop caring, period.