soo, i hate life. or atleast today. dont get me wrong, i love life, but man, today was shitty. So i go to that dumb "take back your time" thing, that my economics teacher said we had to go to, then said it was extra credit, then said i had to. so i am there, and i am thinking in my head "i will stay for just a short time" at about five forty five i ( Read more... )

The hardest button to button.

SO i was sick again today. i woke up with a killer stomach ache, and it just kept getting worse. I still got all ready and everything and rode to school with my mom and sisters, but when i got there i couldnt stand it, so i went home, threw up, rested for an hour, and tuffed it out for third and fourth periods, btu all day i have been feeling ( Read more... )

So last night fucking rocked. im not one for swearing, but this is one of those situations, where you just need that intensity. wow oh wow were they good, all of them, the opening bands rocked, they were both really good, and the guy from criteria was funny, and he looked like stewart from MADTV. the guy from jealous sound had an alien head, but ( Read more... )

I am thinking that tomorrow will be a good day. Because i have a new book to read. it is called "The monk". It is highly likely that you may have heard of it before.I started reading it today and so far it is good, so tomorrow i will read more of it along with other books i have ( Read more... )

saw kill bill today. mmm-tasty. lots of bloodiness.
my throat hurts like hell. i dont know why, but it just started hurting really crazy mega bad this morning, and hasnt gotten any better. damn damn damn. TARNATIONS! ohhhhhh, well. life will go on.


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i hate waking up with a stomach ache. it just foreshadows a bad day. however i got lucky and nothing bad happened today, i was just amazingly lazy. i got absolutely nothing done. but it was relaxing, i suppose that is a lie, i got some stuff done. i made most of michelle's mixtape for example. but besides that, i did nothing, well i read, and i ( Read more... )

today proves so strongly that portland is the coolest place ever ( Read more... )

Without love i cannot live
Without pain i cannot love
with my heart on my shoulder
i spit my soul through gritted teeth
like christmas snow in portland
my heart has melted away
the question whose answer
i long for so intensely
will it return this year?
or will i again
sit and wait
as the year falls apart
and caves in around me