This is getting a little ridiculous don’t you think? I mean, do you really even have the right to act this way? You upset me too ya know, but I let it go.

I want to run away!

I need to get out of here, it seems like everything is crashing down around me. My mom is disappointed in me because she knows the truth, the rest of my family only sees the mask and couldn’t be prouder -- I haven’t figure out which I hate more ( Read more... )

I had just logged on to live journal to write an entry about how peaceful it is to be awake at 4:30 in the morning while everyone else is asleep and the house is quiet. When my brother walks into the living room and throws up all over the sofa and the carpet! After the initial shock at the irony wore off I cleaned up the mess and got him a glass ( Read more... )

I hate county music, it is so depressing. Every song is about a lost love, a family death, or something as equally depressing. Yet I listen to it everyday, and everyday end up crying because of some stupid song. It’s like a beaten puppy, I get hit and yet keep coming back for more; you would think a girl could learn from her mistakes.

so Bush won...

Playing pool is fun. I really didn’t think I was going to like it; I was scared and apprehensive (just like I am about everything). But I had a lot of fun, and I am really looking forward to next week. Thanks Lyla.

I was listening to the radio tonight, 83 by John Mayer came on and I just started crying. When did everything get so complicated, life used to make since. I spent all of junior high looking forward to high school, and all of high school looking forward to college, and now I don’t know what the hell I’m doing. I want to argue with my sister about ( Read more... )

I have people whom I do not know (possibly my neighbors children and grandchildren) eating dinner on my patio.

When I was younger I used to love holidays and it didn't even matter what holiday, anywhere from Christmas to Canadian Boxing day and I thought it was time to have a big party and celebrate.
Now however the smaller ones pass unnoticed and the larger ones are cause for depression... I miss the fun.