i'm such a hyprocrite.

i know i shouldn't be thinking this.
i know it's too far away to even say something about it.
who knows if we'll get to that point.
but still .. it makes me sad

but sometimes i think that.. i won't find anyone else that's as awesome as you.

i'm such a big fat hypocrite.

EDIT:
so i has occured to me that my friends are the coolest.
she ( Read more... )

Today was perfect,
no other words to describe how happy i was to have you hug me again,kiss me again
[ you look so sexy in those skinnies ]
I'm so happy you're back.
and as you were playing ,
i thought to myself;
i feel like i'm in heaven [ if i believe it or not ]
you're perfect, everything i could ask for and more.
i love you so much, it's not even funny ( Read more... )

Happy birthday noob ( Read more... )

 so a few days have passed by
and i had no troubles or whatever.
i made my lists.
i wrote in my notebook.
and i'm doing just fine :)
otherthan the fact that i could develope diabetes
This week is gotta be the week i'm looking forward too the most.
tomorrow : beach
Monday : Jose's birthday / Chu's birthday party
Tuesday: Chu's birthday ! / Jose comes back[ ( Read more... )

 Potential risk for diabetes: high

" EAT RIGHT BITCH " - Cee LOL 
yess, i will... try *whitsles*

okay but seriously.
i gotta watch it now,
i laugh how right after i see the results of my blood.
i buy myself a bag of cherry blasters.
LAWLZ

also,
i have to get an ultra sound for ma OVARIES
since i have the shittiest cramps.
not coo'

i gotta watch ma self. :(

okay, so i got one confession down, 
cause he couldnt bare to wait til next week.
so i only told him one.
now.. if i can only remember the others...
i should start to write things down o_o;

betcha didn't know that i woke up to a trail of dried blood falling down my face this morning?

yeah... i don't know what happened. but i wanted to barf.
the bloodline chipped and started to fall onto my drawer.
nts; never work with blood in future career
anywho, it came from the top of my forehead,
but i see no cut.
so i don't know... maybe i scratched ( Read more... )

i'm straightening everything out when you come back.
i hope you'll listen.
and when you said ' no secrets ', you asked for it.
cause i got a lot of stuff on my mind waiting to rant.
and i need you to hug me and tell me it's alright.