"Yeah.

I know. I stopped caring awhile back, too."

i'm just fishing for compliments.

OH MY GOD NEW YORK IS COLD.

that is all.

It seems that I don't really update this thing unless I have bad news. I'll try and write more happy things in it later. Lord knows, ten years from now, I want to be able to read this journal and smile. But, in the meantime. My dad says he might have cancer. And, if he does get cancer, he'll shoot himself. I really don't know how to react to ( Read more... )

rob (1:01:53 AM): I don't know if you ever met him, but Matt was holding 250 bucks of mine. And it got stolen ( Read more... )

I was talking with Alex about this earlier ( Read more... )

perhaps this is my problem: i've always relied on people to give my life substance. so now that i'm all alone, my life feels completely empty. maybe that's it. i don't know ( Read more... )

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/09/21/magazine/21jolley-t.html?_r=2&scp=1&sq=kelly%20jolley&st=cse&oref=slogin&oref=sloginRead more... )

FUCK.

rage.

i need y'all. :(