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haha hehe! there's a post going at work which lasts until the end of june PERFECT!
Plus i do so little here i can spend the day just filling in the application.

I didn't realise quite how blind i was over the last few years, i have sexy new glasses that make me very happy and now wheneveri take them off, i feel very cross eyed.

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Soooo, he wants a van and i want a van, He wants to move and i want to move
and we went and ate turkish food and decided this city was too small for us
i feel like the bit of alice in wonderland when she eats the wrong biscuits and she grows so fast her arms stick out the windows
So i told him about my week, Itold him about ali,( and how he's going to ( Read more... )

So we hung out
it was lovely
we drank tea and discussed the state of the world
and
i didn't lust for him
we're friends
i am so happy
i never wanted to feel that way
it amde me uncomfortable
i just liking meeting new people
it was nice though
to be able to realise
realise what i am
and
realise what we are to each other
and he loves one thing to much
K
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So HE'S in town, and HE makes my gut ache, makes me lack breathe
and thats stupid because I hardly know him
but meeting him made me go a bit mad last time
I dropped everything
Not for him, not so i could have him, because that was/is never going to happen,
but because i thoughti'd felt something that i'd never felt before, and that what was going on ( Read more... )