and even though it was a misunderstanding, please do not yell at me about fucking with your head because you've fucked with mine like your stupid e-mail which i can't even bring up because i'm scared shitless about what you are going to say about it. i wasn't saying i hate you when i was on the phone with you...i hate myself because the one thing i actually want to talk about i can't get the fucking courage to even bring it up. and if i felt like fucking with your head then i think i have that freedom to do so. but i won't...for fear that you will hate me. plus it's not a very pleasant thing to do. you know how i feel towards you and i hope that you know that i'm over TRYING to hate you...because it is never going to work for me. i want to be your friend...whether i can or not...i don't know. i feel so much tension now that i can't stand it. and you'll probably just fuck with my head again anyways. i'll just sit and watch my self-esteem plummit into the ground. but i'm begging you...when you see me saying anything negative about an
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so sorry mademmoiselle...fuck away at my head all you want. i donno what the heck im doing anymore. im acting like a little bitch. its none of my business anyway. im sorry jess. i guess this is one of those dang teen agst phases they talk about in health class. ha. humpf a humpf humpf. i going back to captain casual, but smarter now. im bored with all these angry/sad things. what are you having for dinner rite now jess? i had root beer and Cheez its, no lie. life is goodd...so good. and how bout them longhorns? heck yes..i hate usc. well, i'll see ya tomoroow for another eventful lunch
ok so if this year is anything like we discussed, were in for something thats absolutely amazing, gametime has begun, and nathan said his place MLKJR weeekend so then the games shall really begin
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