today's to-do-list:

1. look up the word "betterment" (is it even a word?)

2. come up with a setlist for the june 18th show

3. restring acoustic guitar

4. rewrite college essay

5. fill out my PCC application

6. figure out what i'm going to do with the rest of my life

(not even joking)

the show last night went pretty well-all things considered ( Read more... )

so i had another dream about evan/niamh/jackie/orangutangs

i really do think i am going insane.

it's kind of refresting though, the insanity.

just getting over my cold FINALLY ( Read more... )

mmmm

lonely

since i'm always posting our shows here ( Read more... )

so every now and again i like to go back and filter through some of the old songs/projects that i've worked on. usually i dont get much out of it, except for the occasional semi-satisfied grin with some witty line i threw into something a few years ago ( Read more... )

it's been awhile since i've really been on here to say much of anything. especially anything important/relevant. i think back in june i posted something about how this journal was dying. maybe it was right, maybe it wasnt. obviously it hasnt completely gone to hell ( Read more... )

as i consider my schooling options, i keep having to remind myself: i need to do what will make me happy.

but it's so hard to keep that in mind when it's been so long since i've ever been consistently happy...

i dont know what i'm looking for.

alex left yesterday. needless to say, it's a lot quieter today ( Read more... )