I hope these early morning rants don't become a habit, for the sake of my health...

[padded_mime]

::sigh:: I find myself at a turning point in my life once again. I hate turning points. No matter how strong and brave I try to be, how much I try to stand against my fears, I feel like a helpless child inside. I feel like I'm spinning into oblivion, and that my life until now has meant nothing. It's not that I want fame or fortune, or even to go

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wow

[lostinthemix]

John, wow, this was amazing, your descriptions of events and such were so so so vivid I could see it all in my mind, This was so well written, however as a friend, I will tell you this, do not lose hope, for it is when we are in our darkest of hours sometimes the dullest light, that we wouldn't see in the sunshine, will mean the world to us. YOu are a strong person and a great friend, if you ever need anything let me know!

[padded_mime]

Thanks, hun.