&& im not even  worried =]
      .Because your just inebrieated.

Manny was so good today<33 yayy. 
im starting to really like him
 I wish he wasnt so green though. 
Kenzo is getting better too. Yay =]. 
&& school is going pretty good.
I disected a heart the other day. Ewwy.. but cool.
=] boy are realllly good. 
Im living it up... they all want me =] haha
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My new passion is Snowboarding :o) Leslie and I go to Alpine and im pretty much amazing haha... not really but its so much fun. && We met up with Bryan and Eric last time and i think we are going to go and meet up with them again today. Its pretty fun. Except when the little boy throughs my gloves into the fire at the lodge. Stupid Kids ( Read more... )

This Entry Is souly dedicated to Leslie Borchardt.
Firstly.. let me take a minute.. or 10 to rant and rave about how  Leslie and how amazing she is. 
Leslie Borchardt. Born on March 24th 1990. She Loves baseball (though her team rarely wins... and when i say rarely i mean never), fishing,even ice fishing, snowboarding, and the beach. Not only does ( Read more... )

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Weekends are for Warriors
Thursday i went to the Hockey gamee (we lost :o( haha) Buttt Chris Chelios was therrree :o) and i got a picture. Pretty sweet stuff.
This weekend was pretty good. But super de duper busy.
On friday i went to school (ewwy) But i saw a huge fightt and it was pretty intense.
Then i had a lesson with shelia at 4... so i hurried to ( Read more... )

there's this one boy
that I haven't wanted to write about
because, well
when I see him
when I really look at him
I hear the music
the room starts to slow down
and my heart beats
hard enough to be visible
through whatever shirt
I'm wearing

and I haven't wanted to write about him
because then it makes it real
and it stops being some fun little thing
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Its been Five months since everything happened. And everyday it gets harder. I hardly manage to get by without a memory tracing through my mind. 
It would be a little over 10 months of us together.. and it killsme inside.
I found Pictures and e-mails from him today. And those e-cards that say "i love you" and "feel better". 
I must have been sick when ( Read more... )

Fuck you.
I hate you,  i always have and i always will.
Id kill to see you suffer the way you make me suffer daily.
You dont know me and you have no idea what im about.
Your words are pointless and painless.
Give up and move on.
You will never get through to me.
Would you cut your psychobabble bullshit?
You dont know what your talking about.
You dont know ( Read more... )

Im sorry:
Im sorry for letting you down.
Im sorry for not being there for you when i should have.
Im sorry that i didnt realize that i needed to be there for you.. or that you needed me to be there for you.
Im sorry your losing my trust.
Im sorry that  boys are coming between our friendship.
Im even more sorry that boys that mean nothing to me except for ( Read more... )

Im watching Boy Meets World. I love this show.
I woke up at the crack of dawn to get all ready and then to get a call that tells me the roads are to slippery and my lesson is cancelled.
I really just want to ride my new horse. Im sick of waiting.
Grrr.

Yesterday i rode Vic in my lesson. He was a good boy. It was nice to finally ride a horse that was ( Read more... )