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[paddlecreek]

So, going back into the "before high school" box was quite interesting. i just read my first journal i wrote in seventh grade and frankly, i was quite stoopid, like, embarrassingly stoopid. i don't know, i didn't like to think or something. meh. it's all over, at least now i'm different, or am i.????? haha, it's ok if i'm still stoopid, just as

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[hairinmyface]

it's true that we were stupid and loud and outgoing, but that's the thing, we were concerned about the stupidest things like dances and gym class and the lunch menu. we didn't have a clue about real life and happiness or really anything except having friends and good times (or maybe it was just me). errr, think about what passed as good music for us too

[paddlecreek]

yeah i know what you mean. you know in my yearbook we wrote "yanno" like a million times? took me a while to figure out what it was supposed to be. well now i really want to go visit ms. duhon, or shall i say, ms. o'connor, doesn't matter if she'll remember me, i guess i just want to go back once more before i leave this place and it's too late to revisit. i know it's too ideal to get back together with old friends and actually talk and have fun reminiscing, but sometimes i just think if i really want to do it and i don't, i'll spend forever regretting not doing it. but then again, if it turns out bad i'll regret doing it. bah. i am almost certain though that in my 13-page letter to myself, i'll read a lot of things which i have no memory of anymore. so yea, i'm glad she made us record our "growing up" years in some way because you always think you'll remember what's important, but in actually, you won't at all.

[paddlecreek]

heh ya when i have time i might go and scan all the old silly pics.

sixth should be about 11, then 12 and 13 and on. but i was a year older than everyone because they held me back when i came to the states.

[paddlecreek]

bahhh they sucked. oh well, lets hope the following year will be good!