Getting over it

[paddyb270]

Wow. Surprisingly, I'm starting to get over Nikki. Wow. It's wierd, I felt like I'd never get over her. Because she was my first real break up, so it was even more hard on me. I still find myself thinking about her still. I still talk about her, and ask what she's doing from friends. I still get jealous over her and Nick. I still hate that

Comments

[anonymous]

heh as a job dick head, and nikkis the happiest ive seen her in SOO long!

[paddyb270]

Than i must have been the worst boyfriend in history. i made her happy. you dont even know. so, shut your mouth, and mind your own business.

[paddyb270]

Plus, this is MY livejournal. and we live in a free country. if i hvae something to say i'm going to say it. It's my thoughts written down. MY BAD! And you call me a dick head!? who was the one that was talking shit about Nikki because she was going out with me? What the fuck is with that? think about it.

Hello

[nick16watt]

I'm glad to see you have such an indepth insight on my life thus far.
If you really want to judge me then perhaps we should speak in person if ya know what I mean?

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Re: Hello

[paddyb270]

i do though. from a very reliable source.

I mean, come on. Dont you even want to get your life on SOME sort of track? Making rap tracks in your moms house isn't going to pay bills. it's not a life. You're 21. most peopel by now have graduated college, and started their life. Don't you want a future?

And i don't understand why you two hate it when i say that i wish you two were happy. I'm sorry if I love her enough to want her to be happy. If she's happy with you, then good, she's finally happy. I just want her to have a good life too. Can you/will you be able to do that for her for the future? I know you like her, I've known that since day one. Not that hard to figure out. I'm a guy too, i undrestand how guys work. So I really do hope you two are happy together. She deserves to be happy for a chance.

[paddyb270]

oh, you can't talk to me. you wouldn't want to get in trouble with nikki. she'll yell at you for talking to me. like she did with me talking with her friends

[nick16watt]

You don't know anything about me. So you know a few pointless facts about how I live with my mother. Good. Repeat that to yourself a few times and your self-esteem might grow.

And no I won't get into trouble with Nikki. She's sitting right next to me while I type this.

Oh, and I was actually cool with you 2 dating until you cheated on her.

Karma is a bitch isn't it?

[paddyb270]

Cheated? how do you figure i cheated on her. i was as loyal as a dog. I never thought about cheating on her, like some guys would. EVER! You'd just like to think that