Meh.

[paddystar]

I actually shouldn't be updating. I'm supposed to study, but I just don't have the energy to do anything. I don't really seem to care about school anymore, and not about much else either. Today is one of those really bleak days where everything just seems pointless. I've just come back from dancing lesson, which usually makes me feel better, but

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[michablack]

*Huggles and munches, while offering cookie in return*

French can indead suck, and if I wasn't attacked by German, I'd probably dislike it too. Sucks about the whole not wanting to leave school... I know what you mean. I've got a year more until it's my turn, but I'm already dreading it. I really don't want to leave... *sigh*

*Ubermegahuggles*

[paddystar]

and if I wasn't attacked by German

*mental images...*

*ubermegahuggles back*

[michablack]

Heeeeh, you should've seen the typo I caught there... I'd originally written "attacked by Germans. Made me die, just a bit.

*Sings Stand by me again*

Above comment might be pointless if you haven't seen my reply to one of the more random comments convos.

[paddystar]

Oh, you're attacked by Germans now... You reading, estrelladarklis? *glares accusingly* :p

*did see other comment before, as she always reads e-mails in the order she got them*

[gonewithoutjam]

I don't honestly think I ever really left school. Just went from one to another. I know this seems like a really big change, but change happens all the time and you deal with it. Because the alternative to dealing with it is sinking to the ground like really thick custard that's almost jelly. And nobody likes custard that thick. Not even you.

If that made any sense at all I'd be astonished. But it was just what I felt like saying. It sort of means I wish I had something I could say to make things better, but don't. But I'm going to try anyway.

[paddystar]

Oh, you do make sense. In my understanding of 'sense', at least. And I like your way of thinking... So metaphorical. :p But I dunno, sometimes I'm just pathetic and do like the idea of being custard, even if it's almost jelly.

And... thanks for trying anyway. *hugs*

[wickedevra]

((((((((((((Paddy)))))))))))))

[paddystar]

*hugs back*

[canutius]

*hugs* French does suck, but I hope your exam went well (if my calculations are correct, you are sitting it right now).

*more hugs*

[paddystar]

Yeah, it did go well. My French teacher being as crazy as she is, we didn't have to know much of the stuff we'd been supposed to study and got something random to write about instead. *shrugs*

*hugs back*

[lunas_]

Right attitude you got there with French! I dropped out mine too, wasn't really my thing.. I'm getting a bit depressed myself again, so maybe I'll hook up with you on MSN and we can be depressed together. Nothing beats a nice competition in whining, right?

You like chocolate, right? Dark? And maybe with mint?

*huge huge huggles* You'll do great in that exam. If I can do even a little French, anyone can.

[paddystar]

Thanks, I didn't do too bad... See the comment I left canutius above. I know, French sucks. But OMG Finnish is soooo purty. I can't believe I didn't tell you this yet... There's this one Sonata Arctica song where they talk Finnish at the end. Soooo purty. I've developped a new obsession there... You can ask Micha, she's quite used to me randomly saying '*loves the Finnish*' in chat now. I'll have to send it to you one day and then you'll have to translate...

About chocolate, I do like it (duh, who doesn't?), but not mint or dark chocolate. What can I say, I'm picky. :p Hmmm... chocolate is supposed to make you feel happy, right? Maybe I should eat some... or lots...

And we can be depressed together anytime... I've been rather a lot on MSN lately. *hugs back*

[lunas_]

Which means I've missed you every time. Though lately I've been extremely lazy on comp, I only come here to check my e-mail and search for summer jobs.

You don't happen to know the name of that song? Sure you do, but you may want to tell it to me as I have a few Arctica's songs already on my comp.. It's crazy someone else than Tolkien likes Finnish :)

But NOT mint or dark? You are weird. *hugs*

[paddystar]

Well, I know I'm weird. Nothing new there. :p

The title of the song is 'Draw Me'. The part where they talk is about 4 mins into the song, or rather at the end of the song, since there's nothing but silence afterwards. It sounds sooo nice when they talk. :)