it's about that time to cry--
IT'S ALMOST SCHOOL TIME AGAIN
I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT
no but seriously like, i was signing up for classes and i just felt miserable afterwards. like i can't fuck this up again and i'm always panicking. i even looked up my potential final exam schedule if the fucking registration office accepts my permit request by tomorrow. i'm just. nope.
nope.
i think the reason why i'm so tense is because i have to retake the programming class for a third time and there was space this time around so i picked it up. i chose a different professor again, a woman. so far she seems okay. she taught the class before with her husband. and then while researching up on the professor, i found out that said husband passed away a year and a half ago...
so now i'm like, wow okay. fuck. i've had this happen to one of my 7th grade teachers so it's just a bit shocking i guess.
if i get these classes, i'll have a pretty decent schedule. and surprisingly, even with retaking this class, i still don't have a lot of classes left. i'll go over it with my folks tomorrow when they return from chicago.
i also have to email my boss with my new semester schedule since i already made some changes. unfortunately, she just had a family death and i can put down that i can't work those times online but i'd be better to email her of course. i'll just see what to do tomorrow.
ugghh just.. i need to buy a calender and a mini white board to put up in my room.
i'm going to die.
most of my friends are graduating in the spring too. baawww fuck them.
I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT
no but seriously like, i was signing up for classes and i just felt miserable afterwards. like i can't fuck this up again and i'm always panicking. i even looked up my potential final exam schedule if the fucking registration office accepts my permit request by tomorrow. i'm just. nope.
nope.
i think the reason why i'm so tense is because i have to retake the programming class for a third time and there was space this time around so i picked it up. i chose a different professor again, a woman. so far she seems okay. she taught the class before with her husband. and then while researching up on the professor, i found out that said husband passed away a year and a half ago...
so now i'm like, wow okay. fuck. i've had this happen to one of my 7th grade teachers so it's just a bit shocking i guess.
if i get these classes, i'll have a pretty decent schedule. and surprisingly, even with retaking this class, i still don't have a lot of classes left. i'll go over it with my folks tomorrow when they return from chicago.
i also have to email my boss with my new semester schedule since i already made some changes. unfortunately, she just had a family death and i can put down that i can't work those times online but i'd be better to email her of course. i'll just see what to do tomorrow.
ugghh just.. i need to buy a calender and a mini white board to put up in my room.
i'm going to die.
most of my friends are graduating in the spring too. baawww fuck them.