So, I just took an online career guidance aptitude test. After answering 485 questions it told me that my numero uno, top job that would suit me is that of the clergy.
Too bad not one of the questions centered on belief. Maybe then I would have been told to do anything BUT clergy.
Is it a rant if I am looking for answers?
Now, I have absolutely nothing against anyone in the clergy, nor against anyone of belief. I aspire to be both (already am a member of the clergy, thanks ULC!), but the whole belief thing I kind of fall short on. The interesting thing that I have found is that all of the people closest to me are devout, if all in their own ways. I would sincerely love to have faith, but I keep failing. I have this problem of wanting Knowledge, and faith and knowledge are two very, very different things. I have no knowledge of guidance, love, or even an act of creation by some higher force. I sincerely would love to.
So, if anyone knows the directions to the spiritual epiphany department, please let me know.