Kam (about Jax): She be honky-in'?
V: Umm...just randomly.

I HATE WHO I AM WHEN I'M WITH YOU!!! NO MORE WILL I BE THIS PATHETIC WEAK VERSION OF ME. NO MORE WALKING ON EGGSHELLS AND BITTING MY TONGUE JUST TO TRY AND APPEASE YOU. WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!?! WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I CARE IF YOU GET MAD AT THE WAY I FEEL. YOUR THE ONLY FRIEND THAT I HAVE THAT WILL YELL AT ME FOR EXPRESSING MYSELF. I GUESS THAT MEANS ( Read more... )

Is it really worth fighting for?

Yup yup, I got two jobs and I'm tired as fuck. But the cash will be rollin in shortly, so it's all worth it....I hope. :\ I'm working at VT&T (yeah i know, u aint gotta tell me, lol) mon-fri mornings from 9am til 3:30pm and saturdays from 9am til 1pm. Plus, I still got my job at the SRC where I work 5:30-9pm in the evenings and on Sundays. I haven' ( Read more... )

these thoughts ( Read more... )

Well nothing has changed, but everything has changed. You know what I mean. But you should expect a change yourself and not just the one that we talked about last night, but a much bigger one. But yeah like I said b4, now that you're back I miss you more than ever.

You know it's one thing to tell someone that u missed them, but it's a completely different thing to show them that u did. You say u missed me, but i just don't see it. All I know is that I missed you more than u will ever know. I'm glad ur back, even though u act like you don't want to be around me now. I love u V.

Ecclestiastes: Free My Heart ( Read more... )

My heart is battered and bruised and wants to go somewhere it shouldn't but my body prevents if from doing so. On one hand it's a good thing, but mostly it's really bad, bc my body has gone about it in all the wrong ways. It's like no matter what I chose as my next move, it's gonna be bad. I could continue on the path that I've been on, a path that ( Read more... )