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I hate this. I've never had a guy work his way so insidiuously into my heart&mind and it's driving me crazy. No move is the right move, every crossing of orbits sends me spinning out of control. Talking to him, being around him, gives rise to an overwhelming flood of emotions and it gets harder and harder to figure out which side of the love/hate ( Read more... ) -
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Depressed, anxious, floating pointlessly through life. -
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And my friends were like "Whatever,
you'll find someone better,
his eyes are way too close together
and we never even liked him from the start."
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Seven years is a pretty long time, it's almost a third of my life. If this were a world war, it would be over by now. If this were a world war, my enemy would be tangible, the Other, something on which to drop a bomb and bam! all done. But, with time and the nature of my enemy, the lines get blurred and you couldn't even pinpoint the source of this ( Read more... ) -
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In agony, I've lost my way, I can't name the missing ingredient but without it everything just tastes like poison. -
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It is hard to update & sit and think things out when my life is in such a shambles. I'm honestly quite ashamed at how I've let things slide, living a life of slothful indulgence. It's time to turn around, or at least shore up the gaps and get back to my previous level of a marginally fit member of society. -
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Oh my god half a kilo and I am freaking out, even though the mirror image is not excessively displeasing. Damn it Kendal! -
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Oh man three different people have posted facebook statii about the Miss WA contest and I am just kind of clueless as to why people would see something like that as a good thing or something worth supporting... -
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A friend of mine said to me on the weekend, "I hope I'm a hypochondriac or I'm going to die soon."
Couldn't have put it better myself. I am under-nourished and over-drugged & I pray that it is just my mind convincing me of my impending doom, and not actually happening.