wait-listed at barnard, rejected from yale.
eh.

I'm out of town. I told my mom not to open any mail that arrived ... not even to tell me if anything came. let me see when I get home ( Read more... )

oh my freaking foot, this shit takes too long.

HELLO UNITED STATES POSTAL SERVICE.

... and it's not like I don't have empathy. my mom worked for usps. granted, she and the other usps people I know don't actually deliver mail but ... come on. much love your way. I want five big packages in the mail, please.

I've been avoiding the internet and avoiding my email, and will continue to until tomorrow.

I'll be damned if I receive one rejection on a computer screen. I'm getting my damn letters.

... I just got my acceptance to the University of Southern California and I got into the school of Cinema-Television.

fucking people.

it's not some big melodramatic secret that I feel pretty shitty right now. my mornings start off great, the day deteriorates, by the time I get out of school I've reconciled with the idea of shooting everyone or hopping a plane at National to some backland in Canada, I don't really feel like posting and at night I go to bed exhausted for little ( Read more... )

Diane Willis ( Read more... )

senior projects go up at the end of april and in early may, and for mine I'm writing a play (which I eventually want to make into a screenplay) and will direct it. I don't think I'll be in it. not at first, at least. I want to see it. and I was sort of battling it for a while, because I had a thousand stories and wasn't sure which one to do ... and ( Read more... )

I feel kind of sad about it, but I've completely lost the motivation to update a journal.